1 00:00:03,020 --> 00:00:05,050 Hello, I'm Danielle Steel. 2 00:00:05,074 --> 00:00:07,974 I'm glad you've joined us tonight for Palamino. 3 00:00:08,060 --> 00:00:10,070 When I wrote Palomino, 4 00:00:10,094 --> 00:00:13,294 I loved the idea of writing a book about cowboys. 5 00:00:13,580 --> 00:00:17,090 Samantha Taylor is a successful photographer in New York, 6 00:00:17,300 --> 00:00:20,020 who leaves her sophisticated world for life on a ranch 7 00:00:20,044 --> 00:00:22,444 00:08:36,210 I like the look of an Arabian but 161 00:08:36,234 --> 00:08:38,734 I love to ride a thoroughbred. 162 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:42,570 Of course, uh, it's a little crazy at my age to buy something like that 163 00:08:42,694 --> 00:08:44,694 oh, a final extravagance 164 00:08:44,718 --> 00:08:46,768 but what the hell, I had to do it! 165 00:08:46,792 --> 00:08:49,192 Come on, let's get you out of those city clothes. 166 00:08:50,100 --> 00:08:52,310 Well, you all set, Sam? 167 00:08:52,534 --> 00:08:56,033 - Will you be needing anything else? - No, thanks Bill, we'll be fine. 168 00:08:56,820 --> 00:08:59,250 Then I'll see you two ladies in the morning. 169 00:09:02,020 --> 00:09:05,490 Bill's been your foreman now for what, uh... 20 years? 170 00:09:05,614 --> 00:09:07,114 24. 171 00:09:07,138 --> 00:09:08,299 Oh. 172 00:09:08,300 --> 00:09:10,510 Not much has changed since you left. 173 00:09:10,534 --> 00:09:13,534 Well, good. I'd be terribly disappointed if it had. 174 00:09:18,020 --> 00:09:21,290 There's not much more to say than what I said the other night. 175 00:09:21,300 --> 00:09:24,170 The divorce was so awful. 176 00:09:24,394 --> 00:09:26,594 So... public. 177 00:09:27,180 --> 00:09:30,670 - Have you been out with anyone since the break-up? - No. 178 00:09:30,694 --> 00:09:32,179 Why not? 179 00:09:32,180 --> 00:09:34,190 I'm... not ready. 180 00:09:34,214 --> 00:09:36,414 I don't think I ever will be. 181 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:39,590 I felt the same way after my husband died. 182 00:09:40,800 --> 00:09:43,630 But Sam, your life isn't over. 183 00:09:43,654 --> 00:09:46,254 In some ways it's just begun. 184 00:09:47,740 --> 00:09:50,200 We'd better get some sleep. 185 00:09:50,420 --> 00:09:53,660 You have a big day tomorrow and Bill has made all the arrangements, 186 00:09:53,684 --> 00:09:57,714 the men are expecting you and they ride out of here at the crack of dawn. 187 00:09:59,220 --> 00:10:01,220 Thanks for everything, Caroline, really. 188 00:10:01,244 --> 00:10:03,244 I'm so glad you're here. 189 00:10:05,868 --> 00:10:08,668 ...the horse comes over and he grabs his halter... 190 00:10:31,620 --> 00:10:34,270 You must be Miss Lord's friend from New York. 191 00:10:34,294 --> 00:10:35,179 Yeah. 192 00:10:35,180 --> 00:10:38,650 That's right. Samantha Taylor. But everybody calls me Sam. 193 00:10:38,674 --> 00:10:40,874 Tate Jordan, Assistant Foreman. 194 00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:43,380 I appreciate you letting me ride with you today. 195 00:10:43,404 --> 00:10:46,004 Whatever Miss Lord's wants is fine with me. 196 00:10:46,300 --> 00:10:49,610 But I guess she didn't tell you how soon we get started in the morning around here. 197 00:10:49,620 --> 00:10:52,840 Only gonna have time for about half that cup of coffee. 198 00:10:52,864 --> 00:10:54,864 Half a cup's all I need. 199 00:10:54,940 --> 00:10:57,950 What exactly is it you're looking for out here? 200 00:10:57,974 --> 00:11:01,774 I just want to watch you work, take a few pictures, that's it. 201 00:11:01,860 --> 00:11:06,260 Well, today we're gonna be around enough cows for the winter feed. 202 00:11:06,556 --> 00:11:08,156 Sounds fine. 203 00:11:08,180 --> 00:11:11,860 I don't know what's so interesting about watching a bunch of cowboys get dirty. 204 00:11:11,980 --> 00:11:15,990 Well, maybe not to someone who works on a ranch, but, uh... 205 00:11:16,423 --> 00:11:18,663 to the rest of the country who's still in love 206 00:11:18,687 --> 00:11:22,087 with the idea of the cowboy riding the range, you know? 207 00:11:22,740 --> 00:11:24,890 How long's it been since you've ridden? 208 00:11:26,314 --> 00:11:27,914 A while. 209 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:31,630 But don't worry. 210 00:11:31,854 --> 00:11:33,639 I can ride. 211 00:11:34,163 --> 00:11:35,439 Yeah. 212 00:11:35,740 --> 00:11:39,570 Josh, why don't you saddle up the Lady for Miss Taylor? 213 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:55,230 - How are you holding up? - Oh, I'm just fine. 214 00:11:55,578 --> 00:11:58,578 but you know, you might consider renaming this horse 215 00:11:58,740 --> 00:12:01,250 "Grandma" might be more appropriate. 216 00:12:01,660 --> 00:12:04,700 I could've handled an animal with a little more spirit. 217 00:12:04,824 --> 00:12:06,324 Let's go. 218 00:13:15,980 --> 00:13:19,070 Well now, if it ain't your great American cowboy. 219 00:13:19,180 --> 00:13:21,590 That's enough out of you, Josh. 220 00:13:21,614 --> 00:13:25,714 It's a shame to break in a brand new pair of boots in a field full of cow paddies. 221 00:13:25,780 --> 00:13:27,770 Why don't you all take a break. 222 00:13:27,794 --> 00:13:31,394 We're gonna give, uh, Miss Taylor a minute here to clean up her new boots. 223 00:13:33,660 --> 00:13:34,950 Hey. 224 00:13:35,174 --> 00:13:37,374 I don't care whether you like me or not. 225 00:13:37,398 --> 00:13:40,598 If you have a problem with my being here, then we really need to talk about it. 226 00:13:40,660 --> 00:13:43,850 The only problem I have is with that steer and he's back in the corral. 227 00:13:43,860 --> 00:13:46,650 Look, I really need your cooperation here, OK? 228 00:13:46,674 --> 00:13:48,974 Lady, I intend to cooperate. 229 00:13:54,180 --> 00:13:56,060 Here you go, Sam. 230 00:13:58,180 --> 00:14:00,070 What's his problem anyway? 231 00:14:00,094 --> 00:14:02,764 Oh, he just ain't used to working around women. 232 00:14:02,788 --> 00:14:03,788 Mm. 233 00:14:04,398 --> 00:14:06,498 Come on. Come on! 234 00:14:08,922 --> 00:14:10,522 Hi, Mrs Taylor. 235 00:14:12,340 --> 00:14:14,150 How did it go today? 236 00:14:14,174 --> 00:14:16,374 - Mm. Honestly? - Hm-mm. 237 00:14:16,598 --> 00:14:18,398 I can barely move. 238 00:14:18,660 --> 00:14:20,520 How did the men treat you? 239 00:14:20,544 --> 00:14:22,844 Oh, about as well as could be expected. 240 00:14:22,868 --> 00:14:23,939 Mm. 241 00:14:23,940 --> 00:14:27,150 The magazine sent me in search of images of the, uh, 242 00:14:27,174 --> 00:14:29,774 old cowboy in the new west. 243 00:14:29,860 --> 00:14:32,410 I think they thought he would be hard to find. 244 00:14:32,534 --> 00:14:34,934 You didn't have to look very far, did you? 245 00:14:35,020 --> 00:14:38,690 Oh, no. The spirit of John Wayne is alive and well. 246 00:14:38,900 --> 00:14:42,930 The men of this ranch they're hard working, hard riding, down-to-the-core cowboys. 247 00:14:42,940 --> 00:14:46,390 But they keep to themselves, they're hard to predict. 248 00:14:46,414 --> 00:14:49,014 Even Bill. I never know quite what he'll do next. 249 00:14:49,100 --> 00:14:50,830 But over the years I've learned 250 00:14:50,854 --> 00:14:54,554 that it's much simpler just to accept things the way they are. 251 00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:56,910 You are gonna be in agony tomorrow. 252 00:14:56,934 --> 00:15:00,134 Oh, no I'm not. I'm gonna be back on that damn horse. 253 00:15:00,158 --> 00:15:02,158 Hopefully a better horse. 254 00:15:02,220 --> 00:15:06,110 Oh, listen, why don't you take a break from your work and ride My Solitaire in the morning? 255 00:15:06,120 --> 00:15:09,190 - Yeah, you mean it? - I think you've earned it. 256 00:15:15,060 --> 00:15:19,530 Tate, do you mind if I start one more roll of film before I call it a day? 257 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:24,030 Yes ma'am, we would. 258 00:15:24,054 --> 00:15:27,454 It's one thing for you to ride with us, but this is private. 259 00:15:27,940 --> 00:15:31,030 Even the other men's wives don't come in here in the evenings. 260 00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:34,630 Sorry. 261 00:15:48,860 --> 00:15:52,330 Sam, I think you'll find My Solitaire a far cry from Lady. 262 00:15:52,354 --> 00:15:53,954 Thanks, Josh. 263 00:15:57,380 --> 00:15:59,440 You have a good ride. 264 00:16:33,235 --> 00:16:34,935 Oh, good morning. 265 00:16:34,960 --> 00:16:37,050 Do you always ride like that? 266 00:16:37,074 --> 00:16:38,173 Sometimes. 267 00:16:38,174 --> 00:16:40,774 Just to show off, or you like taking chances? 268 00:16:40,860 --> 00:16:43,470 Well, I don't think that's really any of your business. 269 00:16:43,494 --> 00:16:45,279 Well, you made it my business. 270 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,800 Now you like it or not, I'm responsible for you. 271 00:16:47,824 --> 00:16:50,924 You don't know that horse well enough to pull that kinda stunt you did over there. 272 00:16:51,020 --> 00:16:53,170 You could've hurt yourself, crippled this horse. 273 00:16:53,194 --> 00:16:55,294 Yeah, well, I appreciate your concern 274 00:16:55,380 --> 00:16:58,190 but Caroline would never hold you responsible for what I do on horse, 275 00:16:58,214 --> 00:16:59,899 she knows me too well. 276 00:16:59,900 --> 00:17:02,240 Maybe she's never seen you ride like that. 277 00:17:02,264 --> 00:17:03,359 OK. 278 00:17:03,460 --> 00:17:05,820 Look, I'm not saying what I did was right, 279 00:17:05,844 --> 00:17:08,444 making that jump made me feel alive again. 280 00:17:08,540 --> 00:17:10,370 I don't care what you were doin' out there, 281 00:17:10,394 --> 00:17:13,194 nothing's worth risking your life, or this horse's. 282 00:17:13,380 --> 00:17:16,470 Now, if you don't mind, I would like to escort you back to the ranch. 283 00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:18,979 Mm, thanks very much, but I prefer to ride alone. 284 00:17:18,980 --> 00:17:22,630 And I would prefer that you get back to the house in one piece. 285 00:17:24,740 --> 00:17:26,980 What is it with you anyway? 286 00:17:27,004 --> 00:17:30,204 Don't you think I ride well enough to handle this horse? 287 00:17:30,900 --> 00:17:33,750 It takes more than being good to handle a thoroughbred. 288 00:17:33,774 --> 00:17:35,974 Takes caution and strength. 289 00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:39,650 Right now I'm not sure you're long on either of them. 290 00:17:40,274 --> 00:17:41,874 Shall we? 291 00:17:56,035 --> 00:17:57,735 Come on, kids. 292 00:18:02,010 --> 00:18:04,110 Ah, now we're talkin'. 293 00:18:06,135 --> 00:18:07,935 Excuse me, my lady. 294 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:15,830 It's been wonderful to have my dear friend Samantha here for the past few weeks. 295 00:18:16,026 --> 00:18:18,496 And as I look across to see, 296 00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:21,810 I am indeed very, very thankful 297 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:25,734 to each and every one of you here at my table. 298 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:28,150 - Happy Thanksgiving. - Happy Thanksgiving. 299 00:18:28,198 --> 00:18:29,698 - Hear, hear. - Hear, hear. 300 00:18:31,840 --> 00:18:33,890 Wait, wait a second... 301 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:36,810 Here's to all them fat cattle, 302 00:18:36,834 --> 00:18:39,434 and all them long-stepping horses - 303 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:41,650 and a day off from both of them. 304 00:18:41,674 --> 00:18:42,974 Yeah! 305 00:18:46,580 --> 00:18:48,150 - You know, Sam... - Mm-hm. 306 00:18:48,174 --> 00:18:50,059 that long blonde mane of yours 307 00:18:50,060 --> 00:18:52,490 you kind of remind me of a palomino. 308 00:18:52,614 --> 00:18:56,414 Oh, Bill,you keep that up and I'll have to add my name to your dance card tonight. 309 00:18:56,438 --> 00:18:57,688 Wait a minute now, 310 00:18:57,712 --> 00:19:01,512 if that's how you get a dance around here, I got a real nice compliment for you Sam. 311 00:19:01,860 --> 00:19:05,610 Tate here says that you ride better than half of the hands on this ranch. 312 00:19:05,634 --> 00:19:08,034 Coming from him, that's high praise. 313 00:19:08,580 --> 00:19:11,110 Oh, you said that, hm? 314 00:19:12,034 --> 00:19:14,534 Not exactly in those words. 315 00:19:21,130 --> 00:19:27,130 ♪ ♪ 316 00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:45,210 You look at her... 317 00:19:45,234 --> 00:19:48,034 looking up up at that old old cowboy like he was Tom Selleck. 318 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:52,350 Yeah, Bill's very popular. I'll have to wait all night for my dance. 319 00:19:53,500 --> 00:19:55,910 Where's your family tonight? 320 00:19:56,720 --> 00:19:59,270 Well, my boy is 18... 321 00:19:59,294 --> 00:20:02,094 he's working on a ranch in Arizona. 322 00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:04,490 What about your wife? 323 00:20:04,914 --> 00:20:06,399 Ex-wife. 324 00:20:06,500 --> 00:20:09,100 She's in Washington state somewhere. 325 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,130 What about your family? 326 00:20:16,740 --> 00:20:19,630 My mother passed away a few years ago, 327 00:20:19,654 --> 00:20:22,154 my father when I was very young. 328 00:20:22,740 --> 00:20:25,450 I don't really have any family left. 329 00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:39,610 Uh, excuse me... 330 00:20:39,834 --> 00:20:42,434 I need to get some more film. 331 00:20:43,980 --> 00:20:47,030 I don't want to miss... the sunset. 332 00:21:14,300 --> 00:21:16,370 What's he doing out there? 333 00:21:16,394 --> 00:21:18,079 Watching the herd. 334 00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:21,570 The coyotes have been coming down out of the hills since the drought. 335 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:26,570 You guys spend a lot of time alone out there, don't you? 336 00:21:27,194 --> 00:21:29,394 Do you ever get lonely? 337 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:33,090 There's a difference between being "alone" and being "lonely". 338 00:21:33,200 --> 00:21:38,010 Anybody who does this kind of work's gotta be comfortable with his own company. 339 00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,250 Want to look? 340 00:21:45,298 --> 00:21:46,598 Huh! 341 00:21:48,500 --> 00:21:51,030 When we first met, you, uh... 342 00:21:51,154 --> 00:21:53,554 really hated me, didn't you? 343 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:55,230 I did. 344 00:21:55,354 --> 00:21:57,554 What made you change your mind? 345 00:21:57,840 --> 00:22:01,510 The way I acted had more to do with me than with you. 346 00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:04,250 How so? 347 00:22:04,274 --> 00:22:07,274 Let's just say I'm superstitious about cameras. 348 00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:09,450 What do you mean? 349 00:22:09,474 --> 00:22:12,074 Some people don't like having their picture taken. 350 00:22:12,260 --> 00:22:14,850 Well, I hate having mine taken. 351 00:22:15,174 --> 00:22:17,574 But I don't think that's it. 352 00:22:19,300 --> 00:22:22,590 Maybe I was, uh... afraid of what you'd see. 353 00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:26,070 Ooh, well, you make it sound very mystical. 354 00:22:26,594 --> 00:22:29,194 You afraid I'd capture your soul? 355 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:32,930 My soul wasn't what I was worried about. 356 00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:40,250 I should, um... check on the horses. 357 00:22:40,374 --> 00:22:43,574 And I guess I should... get back to the party. 358 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:50,390 See you later. 359 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:54,370 Sam... 360 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:58,750 whatcha doing on Sunday? 361 00:22:59,374 --> 00:23:02,174 I thought I might take the horse out to the North Pasture. 362 00:23:02,360 --> 00:23:04,570 It's a nice ride. 363 00:23:04,594 --> 00:23:06,794 If you follow the ridge. 364 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,170 I'll keep it in mind. 365 00:23:19,820 --> 00:23:21,070 Come in. 366 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,250 Happy Thanksgiving, honey. 367 00:23:28,274 --> 00:23:30,074 Happy Thanksgiving. 368 00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:49,060 Mornin'. 369 00:23:49,084 --> 00:23:50,184 Hi. 370 00:24:01,780 --> 00:24:04,360 Are you gonna be staying on much longer? 371 00:24:04,384 --> 00:24:05,856 Uh, I don't know. 372 00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:08,170 I'm not that anxious to get back. 373 00:24:08,194 --> 00:24:09,894 Why is that? 374 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:12,970 It's a long story. 375 00:24:13,594 --> 00:24:15,494 I got all day. 376 00:24:18,120 --> 00:24:20,350 I just got divorced. 377 00:24:20,974 --> 00:24:22,974 My husband... 378 00:24:22,998 --> 00:24:25,498 left me for another woman. 379 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:28,950 I know how that feels. 380 00:24:29,274 --> 00:24:32,374 My ex-wife left me almost 18 years ago. 381 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:35,550 Took my little boy and ran off with some fella 382 00:24:35,574 --> 00:24:37,974 that worked on the oil rig in the gulf. 383 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:40,990 Still think about her every now and then. 384 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:46,460 Nobody bothers to look at the sky in New York. 385 00:24:46,484 --> 00:24:48,584 Even if they could find it. 386 00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:50,710 You don't miss the city? 387 00:24:50,734 --> 00:24:53,434 Well, see the thing about New York is that it's addictive. 388 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:56,530 Once you break the habit you're alright. But... 389 00:24:56,554 --> 00:24:58,954 when you're hooked, look out. 390 00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:02,190 It sounds like a couple of women I've known. 391 00:25:02,214 --> 00:25:02,976 Hm. 392 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:05,250 Like your ex-wife? 393 00:25:06,174 --> 00:25:07,374 Yeah. 394 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,530 That's in the past. 395 00:25:10,554 --> 00:25:12,854 I don't want to talk about her. 396 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:19,220 Remember the other day when Bill said you look like a palomino? 397 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:22,090 He was right. 398 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,470 You have got the prettiest hair I've ever seen. 399 00:25:29,660 --> 00:25:31,530 It's, uh... 400 00:25:31,554 --> 00:25:33,354 gettin' late. 401 00:25:37,120 --> 00:25:39,350 Do you want some coffee? 402 00:25:39,860 --> 00:25:42,910 You say that like you know a place right around the corner. 403 00:25:42,934 --> 00:25:44,634 Well, I do. 404 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:11,730 Whose is this? 405 00:26:11,754 --> 00:26:13,554 Take a look. 406 00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:25,210 "William B. King. 1949 Rodeo." 407 00:26:26,134 --> 00:26:28,334 Is it Bill's cabin? 408 00:26:29,180 --> 00:26:31,050 Should we be here? 409 00:26:31,074 --> 00:26:33,874 Ever since I found the place, I can't stay away from it. 410 00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,850 Yes, I can see why. 411 00:26:35,974 --> 00:26:38,174 I'm making some coffee. 412 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:49,160 Look at these these photos! 413 00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,970 - It's theirs, isn't it? - I think so. 414 00:27:23,018 --> 00:27:25,018 - Does anyone else know? - About them? 415 00:27:25,042 --> 00:27:27,242 I'm not sure. They've been awful careful. 416 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,810 Yet, Barbara and I used to talk about it for hours. 417 00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:32,970 convincing ourselves there was something going on between the 2 of them 418 00:27:32,994 --> 00:27:35,794 and then talking ourselves out of it again. But we were never certain. 419 00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:39,610 I wonder... why they kept it a secret for so long? 420 00:27:39,634 --> 00:27:41,934 Why they haven't gotten married? 421 00:27:42,020 --> 00:27:44,190 Well, this isn't New York. 422 00:27:44,214 --> 00:27:45,476 So? 423 00:27:45,700 --> 00:27:50,360 I mean, lady ranchers don't take up housekeeping with their foreman. 424 00:27:50,384 --> 00:27:51,856 Why not? 425 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:53,880 It'd be beneath her to marry Bill. 426 00:27:53,904 --> 00:27:55,976 Oh, come on, how can you say that? 427 00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:00,840 Bill has got an 8th grade education and about $1.22 to his name. 428 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,430 I don't think that matters to Caroline. 429 00:28:03,454 --> 00:28:05,416 Well, it matters to Bill. 430 00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:08,490 Will you take a look at this. Real records. 431 00:28:08,514 --> 00:28:10,914 Don't see many of these anymore. 432 00:28:11,300 --> 00:28:13,320 It looks Italian. 433 00:28:13,444 --> 00:28:15,844 Opera. It must be hers. 434 00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:19,070 Bob Wills and The Texas Playboys. 435 00:28:19,194 --> 00:28:21,276 Oh, definitely Bills. 436 00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:23,910 I kinda like this one myself. 437 00:28:27,258 --> 00:28:32,258 ♪ ♪ 438 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,250 You know, I wanted to ask you to dance the other night. 439 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:47,150 But I was afraid that you'd say no. 440 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:54,590 You were wrong. 441 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,890 Do you know how much I want you? 442 00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:44,450 That isn't enough. 443 00:29:45,474 --> 00:29:46,950 Well, I... 444 00:29:47,074 --> 00:29:49,274 I understand, but... 445 00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:51,360 I... 446 00:29:51,484 --> 00:29:54,484 don't offer anything more than that anymore. 447 00:29:55,108 --> 00:29:57,108 Why is that? 448 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,360 I don't have... any more to give. 449 00:30:03,984 --> 00:30:06,984 When was the last time you tried? 450 00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:12,310 What do you want? 451 00:30:12,334 --> 00:30:14,534 A perfect romance? 452 00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:18,170 A wedding ring on your finger before you go to bed? 453 00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:23,410 What do you want, cowboy? 454 00:30:23,434 --> 00:30:25,834 A quick roll in the hay? 455 00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:42,390 I'm sorry... 456 00:30:42,914 --> 00:30:44,914 I like you a lot. 457 00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:47,850 I just don't want to get hurt again. 458 00:30:47,874 --> 00:30:50,874 I can't promise you that. Nobody can. 459 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:55,030 What I want is something real. I want what they have. 460 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,290 Do you think they were so sure of themselves in the beginning? 461 00:30:58,314 --> 00:31:01,914 Hell, no. She was a rancher and he was a ranch hand, that's all they knew. 462 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,850 No. But they also knew they were in love. 463 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,870 Well, I wish I could give you the kind of guarantees you're looking for. 464 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:29,990 I've talked it over with Caroline, Charlie, I've decided to stay a little while longer. 465 00:31:31,300 --> 00:31:33,770 Mm, tell him I've got a conflict. 466 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,670 Oh, uh, Charlie, I gotta go. 467 00:31:43,294 --> 00:31:46,094 Listen, have some fun, relax a little bit. 468 00:31:46,180 --> 00:31:48,790 Oh, and don't forget to water my plants. 469 00:31:48,914 --> 00:31:51,214 I'll talk to you later in the week. 470 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,420 Josh told me that Caroline drove down to L.A. for the night and 471 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:59,270 I just want to make sure you're alright. 472 00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:04,350 Would you like to come down and have dinner at the hall? 473 00:32:04,374 --> 00:32:07,974 Oh, well, I thought women weren't allowed in the hall. 474 00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:11,790 Yeah well, sometimes-sometimes you got to make an exception. 475 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:16,710 Well, I wouldn't want to compromise you, get you in trouble with the other hands. 476 00:32:18,020 --> 00:32:21,430 How about you stay and have dinner here with me, instead? 477 00:32:21,454 --> 00:32:24,254 Caroline has left more than enough food for 2 people. 478 00:32:24,340 --> 00:32:26,490 Are you sure that's alright? 479 00:32:26,614 --> 00:32:30,014 Oh, um, yeah, I'm sure she wouldn't mind. 480 00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,030 Come on in. 481 00:32:40,876 --> 00:32:43,876 [INAUDIBLE] 482 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:48,090 Well, you've seen one duck, you've seen them all. 483 00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:53,730 There's something I wanted to ask you all night long. 484 00:32:53,754 --> 00:32:55,516 Go ahead. 485 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,360 Who's Charlie? 486 00:32:58,284 --> 00:33:00,484 Is he your boyfriend? 487 00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:04,570 He's my agent. 488 00:33:04,894 --> 00:33:06,336 Um... 489 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:09,610 I haven't been out with anyone since my husband. 490 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:14,730 You know, if it wasn't so dark out we could ride out to the cabin. 491 00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:21,120 I better start cleaning the kitchen up. 492 00:33:21,144 --> 00:33:22,344 Sam. 493 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,970 I never thought I'd say this to anyone again. 494 00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:33,110 I love you. 495 00:33:34,175 --> 00:33:35,775 Well, uh... 496 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:39,460 are you're just saying that because I told you that 497 00:33:39,784 --> 00:33:42,784 making love wasn't enough for me? 498 00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:47,330 I said it because I mean it. 499 00:33:48,140 --> 00:33:51,810 I've been thinking about you a lot the last couple of days. 500 00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:56,990 And what you want hasn't been any different than what I feel. 501 00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:03,610 Just that you... well, you want me to put words to my feelings and 502 00:34:04,034 --> 00:34:06,434 I'm not used to doing that. 503 00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:10,920 It's easier for me to say that I... 504 00:34:11,144 --> 00:34:13,644 I want to make love to you 505 00:34:14,240 --> 00:34:16,790 than it is to say I love you. 506 00:34:18,375 --> 00:34:19,775 But Sam, 507 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:24,030 I've never met a woman that I've wanted as much as I want you. 508 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:44,670 509 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:10,690 Morning. 510 00:36:10,714 --> 00:36:13,114 Oh. Was that Charlie on the phone? 511 00:36:13,138 --> 00:36:17,568 Yes. He's calmed down considerably since he spoke with the senior editor at Life. 512 00:36:17,592 --> 00:36:19,392 We got the cover. 513 00:36:20,140 --> 00:36:21,630 Congratulations. 514 00:36:21,654 --> 00:36:23,854 This is the shot they're using. 515 00:36:23,855 --> 00:36:24,695 Whoo. 516 00:36:24,720 --> 00:36:26,810 There is just something... 517 00:36:26,834 --> 00:36:29,334 about a man wearing a Stetson. 518 00:36:29,495 --> 00:36:31,495 Of course, some men wear hats better than others. 519 00:36:31,620 --> 00:36:33,950 How's about joining me for some coffee? 520 00:36:33,974 --> 00:36:36,936 Oh, no thanks. I've got a horse waiting for me at the stables. 521 00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:40,410 Where are you off to this morning? Another long, lonely ride? 522 00:36:40,434 --> 00:36:42,834 Oh, I'm never lonely when I'm out there. 523 00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:45,810 Especially not when I'm riding. 524 00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:10,750 I've decided to stay... 525 00:37:11,274 --> 00:37:13,674 a little while longer. 526 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:16,530 Maybe for Christmas. 527 00:37:17,216 --> 00:37:20,716 Well, that's pretty wonderful news. You did that for me? 528 00:37:21,794 --> 00:37:23,456 For us. 529 00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:26,650 I don't want to think about leaving just yet. 530 00:37:26,874 --> 00:37:28,874 Well then, don't. 531 00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:32,780 What we got right now is what matters. 532 00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:38,330 Well, I was wondering... 533 00:37:38,454 --> 00:37:39,954 do we, um... 534 00:37:39,978 --> 00:37:42,778 have to keep it a secret until then? 535 00:37:42,802 --> 00:37:43,616 Hm? 536 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:46,690 Well, we better keep this a secret forever. 537 00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:50,270 Look, no one knows about us right now. 538 00:37:50,294 --> 00:37:53,894 It's better for you that way and that's the way I want to keep it. 539 00:37:55,175 --> 00:37:56,975 Oh, well, 540 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,350 I want to be proud of what we have, not... 541 00:38:00,574 --> 00:38:03,574 be afraid of someone finding out. 542 00:38:03,698 --> 00:38:04,976 Mm. 543 00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,670 Well, we don't have to cross that bridge just yet. 544 00:38:10,794 --> 00:38:12,794 Mm-hm... 545 00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:17,710 But, uh, sooner or later they're going to have to deal with it. 546 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:22,330 So are we. 547 00:38:25,580 --> 00:38:27,400 I'm not... 548 00:38:27,424 --> 00:38:28,824 Caroline. 549 00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:33,840 I won't sneak around forever. 550 00:38:39,180 --> 00:38:41,350 No. Eventually, you'll... 551 00:38:41,374 --> 00:38:43,974 be going back to New York. 552 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:50,370 We better start thinking about getting out of this tub, 553 00:38:50,394 --> 00:38:52,994 - and getting back to the ranch. - Oh, no, no, no, no. 554 00:38:53,180 --> 00:38:54,450 No. 555 00:38:55,274 --> 00:38:56,974 Not yet. 556 00:38:57,498 --> 00:38:59,098 Mm-mm. 557 00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:01,630 Not right now. 558 00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:25,770 Looks good, huh? 559 00:40:06,920 --> 00:40:08,950 I think she's in love. 560 00:40:08,974 --> 00:40:10,036 Mm. 561 00:40:10,460 --> 00:40:11,990 Who with? 562 00:40:12,014 --> 00:40:13,414 Tate Jordan. 563 00:40:13,438 --> 00:40:14,638 Tate! 564 00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:19,490 You don't have to worry about Tate. 565 00:40:19,514 --> 00:40:21,114 Why is that? 566 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:24,610 Well, he's not gonna make a move on Sam. He knows better. 567 00:40:24,720 --> 00:40:29,150 Well, 6 weeks ago I would've said Sam was too sophisticated for him. But 568 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:33,250 when is being too... anything... to stop people from falling in love? 569 00:40:33,274 --> 00:40:35,664 Oh, I don't know, I just know you worry too much. 570 00:40:35,688 --> 00:40:38,388 Come on over here. You just come and sit with me. 571 00:40:47,256 --> 00:40:48,856 Mm... 572 00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:51,410 I guess I missed you today. 573 00:40:51,434 --> 00:40:53,734 I thought about you today, too. 574 00:40:53,758 --> 00:40:55,758 - Did you? - Mm-hm. 575 00:40:56,720 --> 00:40:59,370 Do you realise in the last 5 years 576 00:40:59,394 --> 00:41:02,994 we've only had Sunday breakfast together about 18 times. 577 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:07,350 Ain't you got better things to do than count our Sundays? 578 00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:10,410 I'm tired of you leaving in the middle of the night. 579 00:41:10,434 --> 00:41:12,834 I want you here every morning. 580 00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:15,950 I want to sit down at the breakfast table with you and 581 00:41:15,974 --> 00:41:18,574 see you across the table, looking at me. 582 00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:22,370 Watching me eat post toasties, ain't all that glamorous, honey. 583 00:41:22,594 --> 00:41:24,294 I'm serious. 584 00:41:26,796 --> 00:41:27,996 Tell you, 585 00:41:28,020 --> 00:41:31,070 you want to ride out to the cabin next weekend? It's been a long time. 586 00:41:31,094 --> 00:41:33,656 - You want to do that? - What I want... 587 00:41:34,674 --> 00:41:36,674 is to have breakfast with you 588 00:41:36,698 --> 00:41:39,498 every single morning for the rest of our lives. 589 00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:43,690 Will you marry me? 590 00:41:50,240 --> 00:41:52,430 I am honoured 591 00:41:52,554 --> 00:41:55,354 to have been asked one more time. 592 00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:59,910 Does that mean you're finally going to say yes? 593 00:41:59,920 --> 00:42:03,590 It means I just love you too much to do that to you. 594 00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,570 Well, what should've done is said just "to the hell with it all " 595 00:42:08,594 --> 00:42:10,394 and gotten married 20 years ago! 596 00:42:10,518 --> 00:42:11,456 Yeah. 597 00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:14,290 Then folks would've been able to say "well, she married beneath her". 598 00:42:14,314 --> 00:42:17,114 The flamin' guy showed some promise. What would they say now? 599 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:20,390 Well, they'd say "she finally married the love of her life." 600 00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:24,070 They'd say she up and went crazy and married the ranch foreman. 601 00:42:24,094 --> 00:42:26,056 Oh, for god's sake, Bill! 602 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,770 Nobody cares who you are or who I am. 603 00:42:29,794 --> 00:42:32,194 They have their own problems. 604 00:42:32,980 --> 00:42:34,370 This ranch 605 00:42:34,394 --> 00:42:38,194 works the way it does because of who you are and who I am. 606 00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,690 And it won't work if we change that. 607 00:42:42,655 --> 00:42:43,855 Hey. 608 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:49,090 Now I'm gonna take a shower and then we go to bed. 609 00:42:49,114 --> 00:42:50,576 'Cause I'm tired. 610 00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:52,450 I'm tired too. 611 00:42:53,474 --> 00:42:55,474 I'm tired of hiding. 612 00:43:00,720 --> 00:43:03,590 You know how much I love you. 613 00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:08,290 Now come on. Let's talk about it some other time. 614 00:43:08,314 --> 00:43:09,376 Hmph. 615 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,970 Come on. Maybe next year. 616 00:43:19,720 --> 00:43:21,980 - Here you go. - Thanks. 617 00:43:29,160 --> 00:43:32,030 So, um, what would really happen, 618 00:43:32,054 --> 00:43:35,054 if Bill and everybody found out about us? 619 00:43:35,240 --> 00:43:37,070 Doesn't matter. 620 00:43:37,071 --> 00:43:37,969 Hm? 621 00:43:37,994 --> 00:43:39,256 Why? 622 00:43:39,580 --> 00:43:42,110 Because they're not gonna find out. 623 00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:46,050 I won't let that happen to you, Sam. 624 00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:56,190 This is Warren Taylor with the special edition of late night news. 625 00:43:56,214 --> 00:43:58,244 Do you like that guy? 626 00:43:59,654 --> 00:44:01,454 No, I don't. 627 00:44:03,720 --> 00:44:06,930 Are you sure? You're watching him pretty close. 628 00:44:06,954 --> 00:44:10,154 I thought he was the kind of guy that women went crazy about. 629 00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:14,270 I don't know why. 630 00:44:14,794 --> 00:44:16,894 You're much better lookin'. 631 00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:20,880 And a lot more decent, and caring. 632 00:44:20,904 --> 00:44:24,104 And a lot more understanding, than he could ever be. 633 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:27,050 - You make it sound like you know him. - I do. 634 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:32,390 He's my ex-husband. 635 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:35,610 That guy? 636 00:44:36,234 --> 00:44:38,434 You're Warren Taylor's wife? 637 00:44:38,596 --> 00:44:40,096 Ex-wife. 638 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:42,530 Why didn't you tell me that before? 639 00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:44,954 It didn't seem very important. 640 00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:46,890 Are you sure that's it? 641 00:44:46,914 --> 00:44:48,714 What's the big deal? 642 00:44:48,738 --> 00:44:51,238 I don't even know your ex-wife's first name. 643 00:44:51,300 --> 00:44:55,570 I tell you this much, she's sure as hell isn't some damn television celebrity. 644 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:00,510 Who I was married to has nothing to do with us. 645 00:45:01,420 --> 00:45:03,870 I'm not so sure about that. 646 00:45:04,194 --> 00:45:07,194 Do you know what felt just now seeing him? 647 00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:09,840 Nothing. 648 00:45:10,464 --> 00:45:14,464 For the first time in almost a year, I didn't feel a damn thing. 649 00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:18,810 Not sick or nervousness or angry or left out. Nothing! 650 00:45:20,020 --> 00:45:21,850 I don't care anymore.... 651 00:45:21,874 --> 00:45:23,874 because I'm with you. 652 00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:27,410 And you make me happy. 653 00:45:28,334 --> 00:45:30,634 How can you say that, Sam? 654 00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:32,890 Here you are with a broken down cowboy, 655 00:45:32,914 --> 00:45:35,714 who couldn't buy you a cold beer on a hot night. 656 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,010 You're worth a million of him. 657 00:45:44,262 --> 00:45:45,462 Hey... 658 00:45:45,486 --> 00:45:48,176 what if I don't go back to New York? 659 00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:51,470 I could... I could freelance from here. I can work from anywhere. 660 00:45:51,494 --> 00:45:53,356 Other people do it, I can do it too. 661 00:45:53,380 --> 00:45:55,650 It won't work, Sam. 662 00:45:55,974 --> 00:45:58,074 Well, why not? 663 00:45:59,040 --> 00:46:01,870 Warren Taylor has nothing to do with us. 664 00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:08,230 Or are you just afraid of a commitment? 665 00:46:08,854 --> 00:46:10,854 Maybe I should be. 666 00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:14,680 You're a hell of a woman, Sam, 667 00:46:14,704 --> 00:46:16,676 and I love you. 668 00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:19,150 But what have I got to offer you? 669 00:46:19,174 --> 00:46:22,374 Who says you have to offer me anything? 670 00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:25,690 What are you gonna do? Leave your job, your friends, your apartment 671 00:46:25,714 --> 00:46:29,514 - and come shovel out a barn with me? - Don't say it like that. 672 00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:33,370 I love you. 673 00:46:34,094 --> 00:46:36,994 You gonna love me in 5 years, Sam? 674 00:46:39,140 --> 00:46:42,190 See, this has been a little vacation for you, but 675 00:46:42,214 --> 00:46:44,076 this is my life. 676 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:48,050 Year after year, it doesn't change. 677 00:46:48,374 --> 00:46:50,174 It's all I got. 678 00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:56,050 Why don't you get dressed and I'll take you home. 679 00:46:58,740 --> 00:47:01,350 What, back to New York? 680 00:47:02,174 --> 00:47:04,674 Never mind the smart talk. 681 00:47:11,560 --> 00:47:13,670 Just get dressed. 682 00:47:13,994 --> 00:47:16,194 I can't believe you. 683 00:47:20,560 --> 00:47:24,020 I'm through listening to this old-fashioned garbage! 684 00:47:28,720 --> 00:47:31,090 - I'll walk you home. - No. 685 00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,610 You're wrong about me. 686 00:47:34,834 --> 00:47:36,534 About us. 687 00:47:38,240 --> 00:47:40,310 I love you. 688 00:47:40,334 --> 00:47:42,934 And that should be enough. 689 00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,150 Hey baby. 690 00:48:01,174 --> 00:48:02,774 Hey, sweetie. 691 00:48:04,715 --> 00:48:05,815 Uh... 692 00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:08,270 someone gave us a note. 693 00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:24,010 - Did you find out anything? - No, not really. 694 00:48:24,420 --> 00:48:27,450 After he left me early this morning, he went into town, 695 00:48:27,474 --> 00:48:30,274 and cashed out all his accounts and bought a truck. 696 00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:32,350 I checked around all the other ranches, 697 00:48:32,374 --> 00:48:35,374 and nobody knows anything about where he has gone. 698 00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:38,170 Hey, Sam. 699 00:48:38,194 --> 00:48:40,070 Sam, I truly am sorry. 700 00:48:40,094 --> 00:48:42,194 I'm just sorry it had to happen. 701 00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:46,340 But you got to understand with a man like this he decides to up and go he just goes. 702 00:48:46,364 --> 00:48:48,664 Mm, I see... yeah, well... 703 00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:50,970 Thanks for trying, Bill. 704 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,900 Now, Caroline, don't you look at me like that. 705 00:48:57,924 --> 00:48:59,696 Some things just ain't meant to be. 706 00:48:59,720 --> 00:49:01,330 Damn you, Bill! 707 00:49:01,554 --> 00:49:04,354 And damn all cowboys along with you! 708 00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:14,570 How could he leave like that? 709 00:49:14,594 --> 00:49:16,656 He loved working on this ranch. 710 00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:18,810 Well, maybe he loved you more. 711 00:49:18,834 --> 00:49:20,634 Maybe that's why he left. 712 00:49:20,720 --> 00:49:23,520 I mean, what kind of life would you have had with him here? 713 00:49:23,544 --> 00:49:26,144 How can you say that? What about you and Bill? 714 00:49:27,240 --> 00:49:29,810 Somehow you've made it work. 715 00:49:33,120 --> 00:49:34,830 That is a miracle. 716 00:49:34,854 --> 00:49:36,816 Plain and simple. 717 00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:39,290 But it is far from perfect. 718 00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:43,870 I had finished leading one kind of life, before I came to the ranch. 719 00:49:43,894 --> 00:49:46,594 I was honestly ready for another. 720 00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:49,510 And I'm old enough to compromise. 721 00:49:49,534 --> 00:49:51,934 Now you don't have to do that at your age. 722 00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:56,150 Maybe it's time you thought about going home, Sam. 723 00:49:56,174 --> 00:49:58,774 You've got a whole life waiting for you back east. 724 00:49:58,798 --> 00:49:59,836 I know. 725 00:49:59,860 --> 00:50:01,730 What about Tate? 726 00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:05,730 What if he changes his mind, what if he comes back? 727 00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:10,310 Take it from me, I have been waiting 20 years. 728 00:50:10,334 --> 00:50:12,934 Cowboys do not change their minds. 729 00:50:34,800 --> 00:50:36,610 Thanks for everything. 730 00:50:36,634 --> 00:50:39,434 You really helped me through a very hard time. 731 00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,780 You take care of yourself. 732 00:50:42,804 --> 00:50:44,404 You too. 733 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:02,790 Let's you and me ride out to the cabin. 734 00:51:03,314 --> 00:51:05,314 When, this weekend? 735 00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:06,870 Right now. 736 00:51:06,994 --> 00:51:09,194 In the middle of the afternoon? 737 00:51:09,218 --> 00:51:11,318 Are you losing your mind? 738 00:51:11,380 --> 00:51:13,590 I'll meet you in an hour. 739 00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:32,110 You're shooting the account on Thursday, right? 740 00:51:32,134 --> 00:51:35,534 Yeah. The magazine wants something terribly European-looking and sophisticated. 741 00:51:35,620 --> 00:51:38,010 He, of course, wants to wear a black leather jacket 742 00:51:38,034 --> 00:51:40,434 and quote unquote "American jeans". 743 00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:44,390 Charlie, I expected things to be different when I got back. I... 744 00:51:44,614 --> 00:51:47,014 maybe 'cause I felt differently. 745 00:51:47,100 --> 00:51:48,590 Are you alright? 746 00:51:48,614 --> 00:51:49,776 No. 747 00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:52,530 Oh, here they are. 748 00:51:55,500 --> 00:51:57,110 That's Caroline. 749 00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:01,280 This is Bill. 750 00:52:01,704 --> 00:52:03,804 Oh, that's great. Yeah. 751 00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:08,850 Is that him? 752 00:52:09,174 --> 00:52:10,374 Yes. 753 00:52:26,700 --> 00:52:27,900 Hi. 754 00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:37,210 What's the matter, Bill? Are you alright? 755 00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:39,910 Shall I... I'll get somebody to help. 756 00:52:39,934 --> 00:52:42,034 No, no, I don't need no help. I'm alright. 757 00:52:42,120 --> 00:52:44,290 - No, no, I'll get somebody. - I don't need help. 758 00:52:44,314 --> 00:52:47,514 I ain't gonna die. Gettin' down off this horse. 759 00:52:47,938 --> 00:52:49,138 Damn! 760 00:52:50,130 --> 00:52:52,130 There, yeah... ooh. 761 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,650 I've called Dr. Cooper, and he's on his way. 762 00:52:57,674 --> 00:52:59,536 Ahh... Dr. Cooper. 763 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:01,336 You know... 764 00:53:02,460 --> 00:53:04,630 I'm so sorry, honey. 765 00:53:04,654 --> 00:53:06,254 For what? 766 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,650 Everything I didn't do. 767 00:53:09,074 --> 00:53:11,874 I don't have any regrets. 768 00:53:12,060 --> 00:53:14,210 I've got enough for both of us. 769 00:53:14,234 --> 00:53:16,096 - Don't say that. - No, honey... 770 00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:18,350 just like you said... 771 00:53:18,874 --> 00:53:22,274 all those Sunday mornings we missed together. 772 00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:27,910 I wish I could give 'em back to you. 773 00:53:27,934 --> 00:53:30,434 All wrapped up in a fancy package. 774 00:53:35,240 --> 00:53:38,330 All that time we shoulda had together. 775 00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:43,010 You have given me more, 776 00:53:43,034 --> 00:53:47,634 than most people get in a whole lifetime of Sunday mornings. 777 00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:53,390 I love you, Bill. 778 00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:59,670 Oh God, I love you, too. 779 00:54:01,780 --> 00:54:04,440 Life wants to expand my cowboy piece into a book. 780 00:54:04,460 --> 00:54:06,610 They want to do a coffee table edition 781 00:54:06,634 --> 00:54:10,234 of a day in the life of the new American cowboy. It's gonna be a big shoot. 782 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:14,210 They're gonna bring in an entire crew and 3 of the photographers beside myself. 783 00:54:14,234 --> 00:54:16,096 And even Charlie wants to come. 784 00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:17,360 So... 785 00:54:17,556 --> 00:54:19,956 can we shoot at your ranch? 786 00:54:19,980 --> 00:54:22,310 Well, any other time I'd say yes... 787 00:54:22,334 --> 00:54:25,034 - you know I'd love to see you. - You sound worried. 788 00:54:25,034 --> 00:54:26,596 What's the matter? 789 00:54:26,620 --> 00:54:29,090 Bill... had a mild heart attack. 790 00:54:29,114 --> 00:54:30,714 Oh, no. 791 00:54:30,738 --> 00:54:33,338 Is he OK? Can I do anything? 792 00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,730 He had a bypass several years ago 793 00:54:35,754 --> 00:54:38,354 I don't know if they're gonna do another one or not, and uh, 794 00:54:38,440 --> 00:54:40,650 Well, I'm just afraid if you shot the book here, 795 00:54:40,774 --> 00:54:43,774 he would want to be all over the place, trying to make things perfect. 796 00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:45,650 You know how he is. 797 00:54:46,274 --> 00:54:48,274 - Are you alright? - Yes. 798 00:54:48,360 --> 00:54:50,180 Don't worry about us. 799 00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:52,204 If you like the general look of this place, 800 00:54:52,300 --> 00:54:55,910 I could call my friend Mike Holly at the, uh, Courtney Stables. 801 00:54:55,934 --> 00:54:59,234 It's just in the next county. He'd love to have you. 802 00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,830 Oh, well, that would be great. 803 00:55:01,954 --> 00:55:03,430 Thank you. 804 00:55:03,454 --> 00:55:06,354 Listen, if you need anything, you call me, OK? 805 00:55:06,440 --> 00:55:08,000 I love you. 806 00:55:08,124 --> 00:55:09,600 I love you, too. 807 00:55:09,624 --> 00:55:11,024 Bye-bye. 808 00:55:16,240 --> 00:55:19,710 I can't thank you enough, Mike. It's been an incredible 3 days. 809 00:55:20,520 --> 00:55:23,520 Just disappointed I didn't get a chance to ride one of your horses. 810 00:55:23,544 --> 00:55:25,744 How would you like to ride my prize stallion? 811 00:55:25,768 --> 00:55:27,568 Oh, I'd love it. 812 00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:34,170 Tate? 813 00:55:37,840 --> 00:55:42,270 Oh, he looked like someone I used to know. Tate Jordan. He worked on the Lord ranch. 814 00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:44,850 Yeah, I knew Tate. I heard he went up to Wyoming. 815 00:55:44,874 --> 00:55:45,874 Really? 816 00:55:45,898 --> 00:55:48,198 Do you know where in Wyoming? 817 00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:50,950 No. But I also heard he went to Arizona. So... 818 00:55:50,974 --> 00:55:52,474 you know how folks are. 819 00:55:52,498 --> 00:55:55,298 They talk about who's around, make up stories about who's going. 820 00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:57,830 Come on, let's get you on that horse. 821 00:56:38,620 --> 00:56:40,650 Mike, you seen Sam? 822 00:56:40,674 --> 00:56:43,074 No. Not since she took my horse for a ride. 823 00:56:45,680 --> 00:56:48,310 My god, that's her horse. Something's happened, Mike. 824 00:56:49,334 --> 00:56:51,534 Something must be wrong. 825 00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:55,970 Wait. I see something. 826 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:04,350 Sam! 827 00:57:04,874 --> 00:57:06,074 Sam... 828 00:57:08,880 --> 00:57:10,400 She's alive. 829 00:57:10,424 --> 00:57:12,424 You stay with her, I'm going back to the ranch for help. 830 00:57:12,448 --> 00:57:14,396 Just get somebody here as fast as you can, alright? 831 00:57:14,420 --> 00:57:17,470 Send in a helicopter if you have to. Whatever it takes. 832 00:57:17,494 --> 00:57:18,356 Sam. 833 00:57:18,380 --> 00:57:20,080 Sam. You'll be OK. 834 00:57:21,304 --> 00:57:22,504 Sammy? 835 00:57:22,652 --> 00:57:25,152 I'm gonna help you. Sam. Come on, Sam. 836 00:57:30,130 --> 00:57:31,930 Open that up there. 837 00:57:32,255 --> 00:57:33,655 Hurry up! 838 00:57:33,679 --> 00:57:35,456 Hold that up. 839 00:57:35,680 --> 00:57:37,240 I'm sorry... 840 00:57:45,300 --> 00:57:46,730 Caroline? 841 00:57:47,054 --> 00:57:48,916 - Charlie? - Yeah. 842 00:57:48,940 --> 00:57:50,580 Thanks for coming. 843 00:57:50,604 --> 00:57:53,104 She's, uh... she's still in surgery. 844 00:58:04,140 --> 00:58:06,970 She's in recovery... it's a very complicated procedure... 845 00:58:06,980 --> 00:58:09,070 Caroline, this is, uh, Dr. Field. 846 00:58:09,094 --> 00:58:10,556 How is she? 847 00:58:10,580 --> 00:58:12,770 Well, she made it through the surgery. 848 00:58:12,794 --> 00:58:16,394 I was able to stop the internal bleeding and, uh, remove the bone fragments and 849 00:58:16,480 --> 00:58:18,690 now we just have to wait and see. 850 00:58:18,714 --> 00:58:21,014 Well... how long until we know something? 851 00:58:21,100 --> 00:58:24,530 If she makes it through 'til tomorrow, we'll have much better options. 852 00:58:24,554 --> 00:58:26,354 And if she does then... 853 00:58:26,378 --> 00:58:28,216 she'll be OK. 854 00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:30,800 Right now, she's very lucky to be alive. 855 00:58:31,100 --> 00:58:35,450 She has a contusion of the spinal cord which left her partially paralysed. 856 00:58:35,660 --> 00:58:38,850 It's unlikely she'll ever regain full use of her legs. 857 00:58:38,874 --> 00:58:40,136 Oh... 858 00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:42,630 There's a lot we have to talk about, but 859 00:58:42,654 --> 00:58:45,254 first let's just get her through the night. 860 00:59:06,760 --> 00:59:09,290 That night turned into several more. 861 00:59:09,314 --> 00:59:11,214 I'm not sure how many. 862 00:59:11,300 --> 00:59:13,310 But you remember, Charlie. 863 00:59:13,334 --> 00:59:15,934 You were there for everyone of them. 864 00:59:18,460 --> 00:59:21,770 Now my days are measured in small increments. 865 00:59:21,780 --> 00:59:25,390 How many times I can lift. Going to the bathroom by myself. 866 00:59:25,500 --> 00:59:29,150 Re-learning... re-thinking my whole life. 867 00:59:30,460 --> 00:59:32,490 Oh, they never leave me alone, you know? 868 00:59:32,514 --> 00:59:35,414 Sometimes I think they're afraid of what'll happen... 869 00:59:35,500 --> 00:59:38,030 if they give me time to think. 870 00:59:40,420 --> 00:59:45,470 Caroline, who's as wonderful as always, tries to keep my spirits up. 871 00:59:45,980 --> 00:59:49,410 She says that I have to reclaim my independence. 872 00:59:50,020 --> 00:59:52,490 But I don't know how to do that, Charlie. 873 00:59:52,514 --> 00:59:56,314 Because what I want is to be the way I was before the accident. 874 00:59:56,900 --> 01:00:00,190 My body doesn't feel like it belongs to me anymore. 875 01:00:01,100 --> 01:00:03,510 The only time I feel like myself, is 876 01:00:03,534 --> 01:00:05,396 when I dream. 877 01:00:05,420 --> 01:00:09,010 Because when I'm dreaming, I'm not being poked and prodded, and... 878 01:00:09,034 --> 01:00:12,434 and I'm not surrounded by well-meaning strangers. 879 01:00:13,220 --> 01:00:15,730 And I'm not in a wheelchair. 880 01:00:30,505 --> 01:00:32,005 Watch your hip. 881 01:00:32,355 --> 01:00:35,055 Use your weight to bring your legs forward. Come on. 882 01:00:35,479 --> 01:00:36,556 That's it. 883 01:00:36,580 --> 01:00:38,030 Try to lift forward. 884 01:00:38,054 --> 01:00:39,716 Good. Come on. 885 01:00:39,740 --> 01:00:41,390 Let's try it again. 886 01:00:41,414 --> 01:00:43,214 I don't want to. 887 01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,510 I know just how you feel. 888 01:00:51,260 --> 01:00:55,090 It's, uh, pretty impressive hardware you got there, though. 889 01:00:57,100 --> 01:00:59,270 It makes me look like Shredder. 890 01:00:59,294 --> 01:01:02,294 You know he is? The Ninja Turtle bad guy? 891 01:01:02,380 --> 01:01:05,010 He wore stuff on his legs, too. 892 01:01:05,234 --> 01:01:07,234 Oh, I see. 893 01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:10,930 Well, uh, what's your name? 894 01:01:11,154 --> 01:01:13,354 I can't call you Shredder. 895 01:01:13,900 --> 01:01:15,400 Timmy. 896 01:01:17,820 --> 01:01:20,090 Let's try it again, Timmy. 897 01:01:20,815 --> 01:01:22,015 OK? 898 01:01:24,340 --> 01:01:25,550 OK. 899 01:01:25,574 --> 01:01:26,774 Come on. 900 01:01:28,522 --> 01:01:29,722 Come on. 901 01:01:30,095 --> 01:01:31,295 Come on. 902 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:32,890 Tuck your hip. 903 01:01:33,814 --> 01:01:34,914 Good. 904 01:01:35,100 --> 01:01:37,470 Now move your weight. There you go. 905 01:01:37,594 --> 01:01:38,794 And again. 906 01:01:38,818 --> 01:01:39,856 Good. 907 01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:43,370 Thank you, Sam. No one's ever bought me colouring books before. 908 01:01:43,494 --> 01:01:45,094 Oh, you're welcome. 909 01:01:45,580 --> 01:01:47,470 Does anyone ever come see you here? 910 01:01:47,494 --> 01:01:49,556 Yes. My friend Caroline, she comes once a week. 911 01:01:49,580 --> 01:01:52,600 And my best friend he would come but he lives in New York. 912 01:01:53,420 --> 01:01:56,690 My mother would see me too, but she can't... 913 01:01:56,714 --> 01:01:58,314 she's in jail. 914 01:01:58,338 --> 01:01:59,176 Oh. 915 01:01:59,200 --> 01:02:01,250 She got 30 days. 916 01:02:05,800 --> 01:02:07,480 OK, ready? 917 01:02:07,504 --> 01:02:09,381 Here we go. Up. 918 01:02:09,405 --> 01:02:11,015 Good, hold it. 919 01:02:11,040 --> 01:02:12,670 Lock this in. 920 01:02:16,594 --> 01:02:18,094 Alright, go. 921 01:02:18,118 --> 01:02:19,218 Good. 922 01:02:19,742 --> 01:02:20,842 OK. 923 01:02:25,060 --> 01:02:26,710 ...your hips. 924 01:02:30,940 --> 01:02:32,810 Not like that. 925 01:02:37,580 --> 01:02:39,350 That's it! 926 01:02:41,198 --> 01:02:42,598 That's it. 927 01:02:45,900 --> 01:02:47,910 Alright, bring the chair. 928 01:02:47,934 --> 01:02:50,534 - Good, good. Got it? Got it? - Yeah. 929 01:02:50,858 --> 01:02:52,458 - Right? - Yeah. 930 01:02:53,860 --> 01:02:55,890 Down we go. 931 01:02:55,914 --> 01:02:57,314 Got it? 932 01:02:58,338 --> 01:02:59,538 Good. 933 01:03:00,500 --> 01:03:02,140 Good work. 934 01:03:03,064 --> 01:03:05,664 OK, just tell me it's gonna to get easier. 935 01:03:10,420 --> 01:03:12,510 But it's not, is it? 936 01:03:18,380 --> 01:03:19,610 Sam? 937 01:03:20,034 --> 01:03:21,534 Caroline? 938 01:03:23,360 --> 01:03:25,570 What am I gonna do? 939 01:03:26,180 --> 01:03:28,630 My god, Sam, it's over. 940 01:03:28,954 --> 01:03:31,554 Bill died last night. 941 01:03:34,380 --> 01:03:36,470 I'm so sorry. 942 01:03:37,994 --> 01:03:40,394 Is there anything I can do? 943 01:03:40,580 --> 01:03:43,410 There's nothing anyone can do. 944 01:03:43,834 --> 01:03:47,234 All my family gone and now Bill. I... 945 01:03:47,420 --> 01:03:50,670 I just feel like there's no one left, and there's nothing to care about. 946 01:03:50,694 --> 01:03:53,694 No, that's not true, you still have the ranch. 947 01:03:54,380 --> 01:03:56,050 And me. 948 01:03:56,236 --> 01:03:58,936 And lots of people who care about you. 949 01:03:59,360 --> 01:04:01,790 Try to remember that. 950 01:04:02,900 --> 01:04:04,910 You're too young, Sam. It's... 951 01:04:04,934 --> 01:04:07,734 too hard for you to understand. 952 01:04:07,860 --> 01:04:09,570 But thank you. 953 01:04:09,594 --> 01:04:11,594 Goodbye, Sam. 954 01:04:18,780 --> 01:04:20,950 Please don't cry. 955 01:04:21,074 --> 01:04:24,074 Sometimes my mum just cries and cries and cries. 956 01:04:24,260 --> 01:04:26,130 Then I hold her. 957 01:04:39,775 --> 01:04:40,975 Sam. 958 01:04:42,900 --> 01:04:44,970 Thank you for coming. 959 01:04:45,394 --> 01:04:46,794 Thank you. 960 01:04:51,020 --> 01:04:54,680 The day I took this, was one of the last times I was on a horse. 961 01:04:56,100 --> 01:04:58,660 I don't know if I'll ever ride again. 962 01:04:58,780 --> 01:05:01,510 You also said you'd never fall in love again. 963 01:05:04,460 --> 01:05:07,130 Bill was so straight in the saddle. 964 01:05:07,740 --> 01:05:10,950 I could pick him out of 20 men at 2 miles. 965 01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:17,110 Well, I think I'll just put this aside, I can't concentrate. 966 01:05:17,134 --> 01:05:19,734 Why don't we just go outside. It'll do us both some good. 967 01:05:19,820 --> 01:05:21,890 Oh, you go on... 968 01:05:22,314 --> 01:05:25,314 What about Josh? I know he needs talk to you. 969 01:05:25,500 --> 01:05:27,530 Maybe tomorrow. 970 01:05:28,940 --> 01:05:32,430 The ranch just doesn't mean anything without Bill here. 971 01:05:37,140 --> 01:05:40,190 I'm sorry, Sam, it's how I feel. 972 01:05:41,900 --> 01:05:44,690 A lot of people have relationships, 973 01:05:44,714 --> 01:05:46,414 get married. 974 01:05:47,500 --> 01:05:52,130 I don't know many who could honestly say they had a love affair for over 20 years. 975 01:05:52,340 --> 01:05:54,610 We did have that. 976 01:05:55,620 --> 01:05:58,370 You're so sweet to come, Sam, but... 977 01:05:58,580 --> 01:06:01,650 what I need now is time alone. 978 01:06:10,820 --> 01:06:13,490 - Thanks, Josh. I'll be OK from here. - You sure? 979 01:06:13,514 --> 01:06:15,314 Yeah, it's fine. Thanks again. 980 01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:17,870 - You're welcome. Call if you need anything. - I will. 981 01:06:17,894 --> 01:06:19,294 - Bye-bye. - Bye 982 01:06:30,260 --> 01:06:31,730 Hi, Timmy. 983 01:06:32,054 --> 01:06:34,054 Where are you goin'? 984 01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:35,850 I'm leaving. 985 01:06:35,874 --> 01:06:38,174 Timmy's mother was released yesterday. 986 01:06:40,300 --> 01:06:43,730 Well, I stopped back on the way from the ranch and, uh, 987 01:06:43,754 --> 01:06:45,754 bought you something. 988 01:06:46,580 --> 01:06:48,470 Wow, Ninja Turtles! 989 01:06:48,594 --> 01:06:51,194 There's a little spending money inside. 990 01:06:52,695 --> 01:06:54,195 Listen, I, um... 991 01:06:54,220 --> 01:06:57,690 I'm gonna give you my friend Charlie's phone number. OK? 992 01:06:58,300 --> 01:07:01,550 I'm gonna be going home in a few weeks too, and... 993 01:07:01,574 --> 01:07:04,074 Charlie always knows where to find me. 994 01:07:04,875 --> 01:07:06,075 So... 995 01:07:06,900 --> 01:07:09,970 if you need me... for anything... 996 01:07:09,994 --> 01:07:11,394 anything... 997 01:07:11,418 --> 01:07:13,818 - you just call, OK? - OK. 998 01:07:14,900 --> 01:07:17,410 I have something for you too. 999 01:07:21,500 --> 01:07:23,890 I made it all by myself. 1000 01:07:30,340 --> 01:07:32,170 Is this me? 1001 01:07:32,780 --> 01:07:34,630 This is you? 1002 01:07:35,940 --> 01:07:39,950 This is the way I, uh... see myself when I'm dreaming. 1003 01:07:40,074 --> 01:07:41,474 It is? 1004 01:07:41,498 --> 01:07:42,898 Yeah. 1005 01:07:44,180 --> 01:07:46,210 How did you know that? 1006 01:07:48,620 --> 01:07:49,770 Sam... 1007 01:07:49,794 --> 01:07:50,870 Yeah. 1008 01:07:50,894 --> 01:07:52,994 will you dream about me? 1009 01:07:55,080 --> 01:07:56,950 Every night. 1010 01:07:58,940 --> 01:08:02,170 I'm gonna miss you, so much. 1011 01:08:02,194 --> 01:08:04,594 We have to leave now, Timmy. 1012 01:08:07,020 --> 01:08:08,700 Goodbye, Sam. 1013 01:08:14,460 --> 01:08:16,750 Take care of yourself, OK? 1014 01:08:22,860 --> 01:08:24,690 I love you, Sam. 1015 01:08:25,114 --> 01:08:27,114 I love you, too. 1016 01:08:32,800 --> 01:08:35,070 1017 01:08:53,256 --> 01:08:54,456 Samantha Taylor. 1018 01:08:54,480 --> 01:08:55,856 Sam, it's Josh. 1019 01:08:55,880 --> 01:08:59,380 I hope you don't mind me calling but I thought you'd want to know. 1020 01:08:59,380 --> 01:09:02,230 What is it, Josh, what? What's the matter? 1021 01:09:02,940 --> 01:09:05,210 Miss Caroline's real sick. 1022 01:09:05,534 --> 01:09:07,034 Oh, no. 1023 01:09:09,640 --> 01:09:12,870 Bill loved to sit out here in the late afternoon. 1024 01:09:12,980 --> 01:09:15,510 Are you sure you're strong enough? 1025 01:09:15,534 --> 01:09:18,334 Maybe it was a stupid idea to have Josh carry you out. 1026 01:09:18,420 --> 01:09:21,070 No, I want to see all this again. 1027 01:09:21,094 --> 01:09:24,194 I can't see so that much from my bedroom window. 1028 01:09:26,500 --> 01:09:29,730 We don't have to tell each other goodbye. 1029 01:09:30,140 --> 01:09:33,210 Or how much we meant to each other. 1030 01:09:34,940 --> 01:09:37,210 I love you, Caroline. 1031 01:09:39,940 --> 01:09:42,620 You've been like a daughter to me. 1032 01:09:45,420 --> 01:09:49,310 And I want you to have the ranch, after I die. 1033 01:09:51,780 --> 01:09:55,030 But I don't want you to think of it... 1034 01:09:57,380 --> 01:10:01,510 as an obligation, it's a gift. You don't have to keep it. 1035 01:10:02,820 --> 01:10:05,790 This ranch has given me great pleasure. 1036 01:10:07,200 --> 01:10:10,550 But I don't want it preserved as some sort of 1037 01:10:10,574 --> 01:10:12,974 homage to the past. 1038 01:10:14,420 --> 01:10:16,630 Promise me, Sam. 1039 01:10:19,254 --> 01:10:20,954 I promise. 1040 01:10:33,860 --> 01:10:36,150 I can't believe she's gone. 1041 01:10:36,660 --> 01:10:40,110 I'm real sorry. Losing Miss Caroline must be like... 1042 01:10:40,134 --> 01:10:42,296 like losing your own mother. 1043 01:10:42,720 --> 01:10:44,790 No, it's different. 1044 01:10:45,414 --> 01:10:47,814 Caroline and I never fought. 1045 01:10:52,020 --> 01:10:55,230 Have you decided what you're gonna do with the place? Are you gonna sell it? 1046 01:10:55,254 --> 01:10:56,616 I don't know. 1047 01:10:56,640 --> 01:10:59,470 It doesn't really seem important anymore. 1048 01:11:01,180 --> 01:11:03,810 'Cause what I really want, 1049 01:11:04,434 --> 01:11:06,234 I can't have. 1050 01:11:07,460 --> 01:11:10,310 Come on, there's something I think you should see. 1051 01:11:17,060 --> 01:11:18,910 Keep 'em shut. 1052 01:11:20,020 --> 01:11:21,270 OK. 1053 01:11:23,600 --> 01:11:27,820 Caroline had me make it up for you. She believed you'd want to ride again. 1054 01:11:28,875 --> 01:11:30,275 Well... 1055 01:11:30,600 --> 01:11:32,390 let's give it a try. 1056 01:11:32,414 --> 01:11:34,276 Saddle him up. 1057 01:11:34,300 --> 01:11:36,930 Now hold on. Are you sure you want to start with that horse? 1058 01:11:36,954 --> 01:11:38,516 He ain't been ridden for a while. 1059 01:11:38,540 --> 01:11:40,570 I don't want another horse. 1060 01:11:40,594 --> 01:11:41,970 I know this horse. 1061 01:11:41,994 --> 01:11:44,994 Isn't that right buddy? We're old friends, aren't we? 1062 01:11:45,018 --> 01:11:46,218 Yeah. 1063 01:11:46,942 --> 01:11:48,142 OK. 1064 01:11:54,460 --> 01:11:56,080 Are you OK? 1065 01:11:56,104 --> 01:11:57,904 I hate to admit it... 1066 01:11:57,928 --> 01:11:59,556 even to you. 1067 01:11:59,580 --> 01:12:01,250 I'm a little afraid. 1068 01:12:01,274 --> 01:12:03,274 Let me take the reins. 1069 01:12:03,860 --> 01:12:06,720 Here we go. Nice and easy, boy. Come on. 1070 01:12:06,820 --> 01:12:08,650 Nice and easy. 1071 01:12:11,960 --> 01:12:13,770 How are you doin'? 1072 01:12:13,994 --> 01:12:15,756 I feel like a baby. 1073 01:12:15,780 --> 01:12:18,830 Oh, you gotta learn to walk before you can trot. 1074 01:12:23,220 --> 01:12:25,280 - You OK? - Yeah. 1075 01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:35,450 Alright, let me have 'em. 1076 01:12:36,474 --> 01:12:38,274 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 1077 01:12:38,360 --> 01:12:40,810 Don't worry, I'll be right over here. 1078 01:12:42,340 --> 01:12:44,130 OK, buddy. 1079 01:12:47,695 --> 01:12:49,295 That's it. 1080 01:12:50,420 --> 01:12:52,310 Easy does it. 1081 01:12:54,020 --> 01:12:55,550 Nice boy. 1082 01:12:57,595 --> 01:12:58,795 Faster? 1083 01:12:59,120 --> 01:13:00,810 Faster, huh? 1084 01:13:01,020 --> 01:13:03,250 Yeah, let it loose a little bit. 1085 01:13:03,274 --> 01:13:05,674 You're doing good. You look great. 1086 01:13:06,340 --> 01:13:08,370 Good. Good. 1087 01:13:12,495 --> 01:13:14,095 Good! Good! 1088 01:13:15,195 --> 01:13:17,395 Come on boy, come on. 1089 01:13:18,919 --> 01:13:20,319 That's it. 1090 01:13:22,120 --> 01:13:24,690 Hey, look at me Josh, I'm runnin'. 1091 01:13:27,540 --> 01:13:30,030 You know, until now... 1092 01:13:30,654 --> 01:13:34,054 I didn't know what I wanted to do with this ranch but... 1093 01:13:34,140 --> 01:13:36,470 I think I just figured it out. 1094 01:13:36,594 --> 01:13:38,694 I may be out of my mind but 1095 01:13:38,780 --> 01:13:41,250 can't you see this place full of children? 1096 01:13:41,274 --> 01:13:42,736 Children? 1097 01:13:43,060 --> 01:13:45,090 Yeah. What I want to do... 1098 01:13:45,114 --> 01:13:47,514 is turn this ranch into a camp. 1099 01:13:47,638 --> 01:13:50,838 For kids. Kids with special needs, like me. 1100 01:13:50,900 --> 01:13:53,500 Josh, you can teach anybody how to ride. 1101 01:13:54,520 --> 01:13:57,090 Would you stay on? Be my foreman? 1102 01:13:57,114 --> 01:13:59,414 Yes, ma'am, I'd like that. 1103 01:14:01,200 --> 01:14:03,470 I've come home, Josh. 1104 01:14:04,480 --> 01:14:06,230 Now I know. 1105 01:14:06,554 --> 01:14:08,654 This is where I belong. 1106 01:14:17,140 --> 01:14:18,580 Dear Charlie, 1107 01:14:18,604 --> 01:14:22,204 although the Caroline Lord Ranch For Children has only been open for a few months, 1108 01:14:22,260 --> 01:14:25,750 I have twice as many applicants as I have places available. 1109 01:14:25,860 --> 01:14:30,550 So I've sold off another 5,000 ares to pay for renovations and 2 more buildings. 1110 01:14:30,660 --> 01:14:34,130 By next summer I hope we won't have to turn anyone away. 1111 01:14:34,340 --> 01:14:36,570 I feel confident on horseback now. 1112 01:14:36,594 --> 01:14:38,284 I still use the leg straps 1113 01:14:38,308 --> 01:14:42,508 but the first saddle Josh made for me is now one of a dozen we use to teach the kids. 1114 01:14:42,780 --> 01:14:46,870 I can remember a time when only perfection seemed normal. 1115 01:14:46,980 --> 01:14:49,650 A time when I wouldn't have known how to handle any of the problems 1116 01:14:49,674 --> 01:14:51,774 that are now part of an ordinary day: 1117 01:14:51,860 --> 01:14:53,730 Children who won't cooperate. 1118 01:14:53,754 --> 01:14:55,754 Artificial limbs that don't fit. 1119 01:14:55,778 --> 01:14:58,916 Wheelchairs that get stuck and braces that break. 1120 01:14:58,940 --> 01:15:02,680 The mechanics of it all strike me as extraordinary. But... 1121 01:15:02,700 --> 01:15:05,090 most extraordinary of all of it 1122 01:15:05,114 --> 01:15:07,514 is that it's become a way of life. 1123 01:15:07,600 --> 01:15:11,330 As long as I can remember, Charlie, I've longed for children. 1124 01:15:11,340 --> 01:15:14,040 And now I never have less than 20. 1125 01:15:14,064 --> 01:15:15,864 Come see me soon. 1126 01:15:15,988 --> 01:15:17,788 Love, Sam. 1127 01:15:19,380 --> 01:15:22,210 We have to find a place for you to stay for a while. 1128 01:15:22,234 --> 01:15:25,034 Do you have a grandmother? Or an aunt? 1129 01:15:25,058 --> 01:15:26,196 No. 1130 01:15:26,220 --> 01:15:28,030 How about your dad? 1131 01:15:28,054 --> 01:15:30,254 Is there somebody we could call? 1132 01:15:30,278 --> 01:15:31,316 OK. 1133 01:15:31,340 --> 01:15:35,190 Look, maybe I can find a foster home for you to stay in tonight. 1134 01:15:35,214 --> 01:15:37,214 We'll see what we can do. 1135 01:15:37,300 --> 01:15:39,170 And there's not just the cou... 1136 01:15:39,194 --> 01:15:40,394 Wait! 1137 01:15:40,418 --> 01:15:42,018 I got this. 1138 01:15:43,542 --> 01:15:44,742 OK. 1139 01:15:44,860 --> 01:15:49,130 Now that phase one is totally complete, that we move back to the... 1140 01:15:49,354 --> 01:15:51,554 thank you - north pasture, 1141 01:15:51,660 --> 01:15:53,890 - making them access... - Sam! 1142 01:15:59,460 --> 01:16:00,830 Hey... 1143 01:16:01,154 --> 01:16:03,154 Hey, Timmy... 1144 01:16:06,235 --> 01:16:07,635 Oh... 1145 01:16:08,559 --> 01:16:10,059 look at you... 1146 01:16:10,360 --> 01:16:11,970 come here. 1147 01:16:11,994 --> 01:16:13,794 You come here. 1148 01:16:16,420 --> 01:16:18,550 I missed you. 1149 01:16:23,574 --> 01:16:25,074 There you go. 1150 01:16:33,740 --> 01:16:36,170 OK, Timmy, you hang on now. 1151 01:16:36,194 --> 01:16:38,194 - OK. - Hang on tight right there. 1152 01:16:38,218 --> 01:16:40,036 Just hold on tight. 1153 01:16:40,060 --> 01:16:42,930 OK. How you doin'? You feel OK? 1154 01:16:45,080 --> 01:16:47,550 - You want to go faster? - Yeah. 1155 01:16:47,674 --> 01:16:50,536 - Oh, will you look at him, Josh. - Sure ain't afraid, is he? 1156 01:16:50,614 --> 01:16:53,014 Oh, no. He's a natural on a horse, huh? 1157 01:16:53,100 --> 01:16:55,890 In a month he's gonna be ridin' home. 1158 01:16:58,362 --> 01:17:02,762 ♪ On top of old smokey ♪ 1159 01:17:02,786 --> 01:17:07,286 ♪ all covered with snow ♪ 1160 01:17:07,410 --> 01:17:12,010 ♪ I lost my true lover ♪ 1161 01:17:12,340 --> 01:17:14,390 He's sound asleep. 1162 01:17:14,514 --> 01:17:16,214 He had a big day. 1163 01:17:16,300 --> 01:17:18,490 How long is he gonna be with us? 1164 01:17:18,514 --> 01:17:20,514 As long as he wants to. 1165 01:17:21,900 --> 01:17:24,850 His mother died of a drug overdose, and, uh, 1166 01:17:24,936 --> 01:17:27,936 none of the relatives were willing or able to take him in. 1167 01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:30,490 Sounds like a hard life for a little kid. 1168 01:17:30,700 --> 01:17:33,540 But I say now that he's got you in his corner, 1169 01:17:33,564 --> 01:17:35,764 his life's gonna be changing. 1170 01:17:35,860 --> 01:17:39,570 - Let's hope so. ♪ On top of old smokey ♪ 1171 01:17:39,618 --> 01:17:43,618 ♪ all covered with snow... ♪ 1172 01:17:47,430 --> 01:17:49,630 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1173 01:17:51,780 --> 01:17:53,610 You two guys, uh, go on up ahead, 1174 01:17:53,634 --> 01:17:56,034 I've got to go back to the ranch, I have some work to do. 1175 01:17:56,058 --> 01:17:57,658 OK. Come on, kid. 1176 01:17:57,782 --> 01:18:00,182 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 1177 01:19:00,420 --> 01:19:03,710 What's goin' on? I thought you two were gonna meet me at the stable. 1178 01:19:03,734 --> 01:19:05,996 - We took a little extra ride. - Josh. 1179 01:19:06,174 --> 01:19:08,774 Well, I'll be doggoned. Good to see you, Tate. 1180 01:19:08,798 --> 01:19:10,436 What brings you this way? 1181 01:19:10,460 --> 01:19:13,150 I was up in Santa Barbara for the Vacaro show 1182 01:19:13,174 --> 01:19:15,374 when I heard about Bill and Caroline. 1183 01:19:15,460 --> 01:19:17,530 They're gonna be missed. 1184 01:19:17,654 --> 01:19:18,854 Yep. 1185 01:19:20,340 --> 01:19:22,590 Are you two ready to call it a day? 1186 01:19:22,614 --> 01:19:24,236 - Yes. - Yeah. 1187 01:19:24,460 --> 01:19:26,730 Let me give you a hand. 1188 01:19:27,154 --> 01:19:29,754 You have to unstrap my legs first. 1189 01:19:33,060 --> 01:19:35,090 What's going on here, Josh? 1190 01:19:35,114 --> 01:19:37,914 Why, things have changed since you went away, Tate. 1191 01:19:41,220 --> 01:19:42,870 What's he doing here? 1192 01:19:42,894 --> 01:19:45,594 He came by to pay his respects. He wants to see you. 1193 01:19:45,660 --> 01:19:48,050 - Did you tell him what happened to me? - No. 1194 01:19:48,074 --> 01:19:50,174 We just talked about the ranch, that's all. 1195 01:19:50,260 --> 01:19:52,350 Go outside and-and tell him I'm gone 1196 01:19:52,474 --> 01:19:54,774 and-and you don't know when I'll be back. 1197 01:19:55,260 --> 01:19:57,530 Go on, Josh, just do it. 1198 01:19:58,340 --> 01:20:00,700 You know, this isn't like you. 1199 01:20:02,300 --> 01:20:05,530 Don't you think at the very least you owe him a couple of minutes of your time? 1200 01:20:05,554 --> 01:20:07,754 I don't owe him anything! 1201 01:20:07,940 --> 01:20:09,790 He left me! 1202 01:20:10,014 --> 01:20:12,814 Well then, maybe you owe it to yourself. 1203 01:20:16,380 --> 01:20:18,450 Go outside and give him a horse, 1204 01:20:18,474 --> 01:20:20,974 so he can ride over to the graves to pay his respects. 1205 01:20:21,060 --> 01:20:23,140 And tell him I'm... 1206 01:20:23,164 --> 01:20:25,464 I'll be gone until tomorrow. 1207 01:20:26,775 --> 01:20:27,975 OK. 1208 01:20:29,200 --> 01:20:31,430 But if you should change your mind... 1209 01:20:31,454 --> 01:20:33,054 Just do it, Josh! 1210 01:20:36,320 --> 01:20:37,800 Please? 1211 01:22:21,900 --> 01:22:23,140 Hey, Timmy. 1212 01:22:23,164 --> 01:22:26,640 You were kinda quiet at dinner tonight. Anything bothering you? 1213 01:22:26,860 --> 01:22:29,410 Heather's leaving on Wednesday. 1214 01:22:29,634 --> 01:22:32,034 - She told me so. - Oh... 1215 01:22:33,380 --> 01:22:36,240 Yeah, it's always sad when somebody has to leave us. 1216 01:22:36,364 --> 01:22:38,364 I know you'll miss her. 1217 01:22:39,860 --> 01:22:41,860 When will I have to leave? 1218 01:22:42,255 --> 01:22:43,655 Timmy... 1219 01:22:43,880 --> 01:22:46,630 you never have to leave. This is your home. 1220 01:22:47,340 --> 01:22:51,510 But... what if that social worker comes and takes me away? 1221 01:22:52,434 --> 01:22:53,834 Uh... 1222 01:22:55,500 --> 01:22:58,390 What if we made it so that no one could ever do that? 1223 01:22:58,414 --> 01:22:59,614 How? 1224 01:23:00,738 --> 01:23:02,138 Well... 1225 01:23:03,420 --> 01:23:05,690 if I adopted you... 1226 01:23:05,714 --> 01:23:08,214 then we'd belong with each other. 1227 01:23:08,300 --> 01:23:11,350 Does that mean I can stay here at the ranch forever? 1228 01:23:11,374 --> 01:23:12,636 Yeah. 1229 01:23:12,660 --> 01:23:13,710 Sam. 1230 01:23:13,734 --> 01:23:14,810 What? 1231 01:23:14,834 --> 01:23:17,034 I want to belong with you. 1232 01:23:18,620 --> 01:23:21,210 Oh... I want to belong with you, too. 1233 01:23:22,515 --> 01:23:23,915 Mm. 1234 01:23:24,240 --> 01:23:26,090 Oh, a big hug. 1235 01:23:30,580 --> 01:23:32,270 - Good morning, Josh. - Good morning, Sam. 1236 01:23:32,294 --> 01:23:34,094 - Beautiful morning, isn't it? - Yeah. 1237 01:23:34,180 --> 01:23:37,830 - Would you mind keeping an eye on Timmy for me for a couple of hours? - No problem. 1238 01:23:37,854 --> 01:23:40,016 I'm gonna take ride out to the cabin. 1239 01:23:40,074 --> 01:23:44,074 Sooner or later I'll have to go out there and go through it and pack things away but... 1240 01:23:44,260 --> 01:23:47,510 kind of want to see it one last time, the way it was. 1241 01:23:50,558 --> 01:23:51,758 Thanks. 1242 01:23:52,182 --> 01:23:53,382 Come on. 1243 01:24:28,940 --> 01:24:30,520 Hello, Tate. 1244 01:24:32,260 --> 01:24:34,660 Josh told me you come out here. 1245 01:24:34,684 --> 01:24:37,284 I had to see you before I took off for Montana. 1246 01:24:37,308 --> 01:24:39,788 Yeah, well, I uh... I have to get back to the ranch 1247 01:24:39,812 --> 01:24:41,656 because I've been gone too long already. Come on. 1248 01:24:41,680 --> 01:24:43,270 Sam, wait. 1249 01:24:47,740 --> 01:24:50,410 It's quite a place you put together here. 1250 01:24:50,634 --> 01:24:52,496 What made you do it? 1251 01:24:52,620 --> 01:24:55,290 I never figured that you'd leave New York. 1252 01:24:55,900 --> 01:24:58,390 I came back after Caroline died. 1253 01:24:59,100 --> 01:25:00,870 I still miss her. 1254 01:25:00,956 --> 01:25:03,456 Look, do you wanna get down and talk a minute? 1255 01:25:03,480 --> 01:25:04,730 No. 1256 01:25:05,440 --> 01:25:08,520 I don't mean go into the cabin. I wouldn't do that. 1257 01:25:09,740 --> 01:25:12,100 There's a lot I never said, Sam. 1258 01:25:12,224 --> 01:25:14,324 You don't have to say anything. 1259 01:25:14,620 --> 01:25:16,570 It doesn't matter anymore. 1260 01:25:16,594 --> 01:25:18,456 Maybe not to you. 1261 01:25:18,680 --> 01:25:20,550 But it does to me. 1262 01:25:22,060 --> 01:25:24,690 I want you to know one thing, Sam. 1263 01:25:24,814 --> 01:25:26,614 I was wrong. 1264 01:25:28,520 --> 01:25:30,550 What do you mean? 1265 01:25:31,060 --> 01:25:34,690 It was the biggest mistake of my life, when I walked out on you. 1266 01:25:36,300 --> 01:25:39,370 I even had a falling out with my son about it. 1267 01:25:39,480 --> 01:25:42,710 He said I always run away from the important things, 1268 01:25:42,734 --> 01:25:44,596 the things that mattered. 1269 01:25:44,620 --> 01:25:46,750 I helped him buy a little place in Montana 1270 01:25:46,774 --> 01:25:48,974 and stayed on to help him get it goin' but... 1271 01:25:49,060 --> 01:25:51,750 to prove to him he was wrong about me. 1272 01:25:53,460 --> 01:25:57,520 What I learned is that it doesn't mean a damn if you are a rancher, 1273 01:25:57,544 --> 01:26:00,244 or a ranch hand or a man or a woman. 1274 01:26:00,340 --> 01:26:02,320 If you live right, 1275 01:26:02,344 --> 01:26:05,944 and you love well and do good, that's all that matters. 1276 01:26:06,340 --> 01:26:09,230 It's about the longest speech I've ever made. 1277 01:26:11,740 --> 01:26:15,350 You know, you never were one to bore me with conversation. 1278 01:26:18,540 --> 01:26:21,410 Do you remember the first time we came out here? 1279 01:26:21,434 --> 01:26:24,064 Yeah. It was a long time ago. 1280 01:26:26,980 --> 01:26:29,480 - Come on, let's go for a walk. - No, I have to get back... 1281 01:26:29,504 --> 01:26:31,994 If I don't do this now, I may never get another chance... 1282 01:26:32,018 --> 01:26:33,476 - I told you I have to go now. - Why? 1283 01:26:33,500 --> 01:26:35,510 - Because I have to. - Look, why don't you just... 1284 01:26:35,534 --> 01:26:37,534 - Because it's too late. - Sam, wait! 1285 01:27:02,100 --> 01:27:05,290 You're like the little girl in the wheelchair, aren't you? 1286 01:27:05,314 --> 01:27:07,514 The one you taught to ride. 1287 01:27:09,940 --> 01:27:12,010 Sam, why didn't you tell me? 1288 01:27:12,034 --> 01:27:14,134 I don't want your pity. 1289 01:27:14,220 --> 01:27:15,710 I was wrong 1290 01:27:15,734 --> 01:27:19,134 to think that my being a ranch hand would make a difference to you. 1291 01:27:19,220 --> 01:27:20,850 And you were wrong if you think that 1292 01:27:20,874 --> 01:27:23,474 not being able to walk is gonna make a difference to me. 1293 01:27:23,498 --> 01:27:24,636 No. 1294 01:27:24,760 --> 01:27:27,330 There are some things that do make a difference. 1295 01:27:27,354 --> 01:27:29,154 Not to me. 1296 01:27:30,520 --> 01:27:32,330 Tell me how it happened. 1297 01:27:35,360 --> 01:27:37,070 It happened. 1298 01:27:38,194 --> 01:27:39,594 OK? 1299 01:27:39,860 --> 01:27:41,750 I can live with it. 1300 01:27:42,274 --> 01:27:44,974 But I can't force it on someone else. 1301 01:27:45,060 --> 01:27:46,810 Is there someone else? 1302 01:27:46,834 --> 01:27:50,334 - I mean if there is, I'll go away. - No, there's no one else! 1303 01:27:52,700 --> 01:27:54,490 I don't want 1304 01:27:54,514 --> 01:27:58,514 or expect anything more than what I have right now. 1305 01:28:02,460 --> 01:28:04,190 I belong... 1306 01:28:04,514 --> 01:28:06,714 on this ranch. 1307 01:28:07,238 --> 01:28:08,538 I feel... 1308 01:28:08,676 --> 01:28:10,476 like a part of this land... 1309 01:28:10,500 --> 01:28:12,570 and the kids, and... 1310 01:28:12,594 --> 01:28:15,194 and I have one little boy that I'm going to adopt. I... 1311 01:28:15,280 --> 01:28:17,060 What about love? 1312 01:28:19,180 --> 01:28:20,870 What about it? 1313 01:28:20,894 --> 01:28:24,094 I remember once when you wouldn't let me give up on it. 1314 01:28:24,280 --> 01:28:26,350 Things were different then. 1315 01:28:26,374 --> 01:28:28,474 They don't have to be. 1316 01:28:31,020 --> 01:28:33,290 Sam, you talk about... 1317 01:28:33,614 --> 01:28:36,014 bein' a part of this land. 1318 01:28:38,140 --> 01:28:40,190 I'll tell you something, 1319 01:28:40,214 --> 01:28:44,214 my whole life I've knocked around from one ranch to another. 1320 01:28:45,700 --> 01:28:48,980 The only time I ever felt like I really belonged somewhere 1321 01:28:49,004 --> 01:28:51,004 was when I was with you. 1322 01:29:12,620 --> 01:29:14,970 I'll always love you, Sam. 1323 01:29:18,580 --> 01:29:20,710 I love you, too. 1324 01:29:24,180 --> 01:29:26,250 Welcome home.